Photograph of my Mindset. Dec 08.

Lady and the Water.

Originally uploaded by AllOfUsAreLost

That’s right, i feel desaturated, foggy and badly scanned.
You know what i mean?

Had my first anxiety attack in well over 6 months today, not an earth shaker, but bad enough that i just packed up all my stuff and walked home in the rain. Can usually meditate over this kinda thing and shrug it off, but i was due to do a seminar an hour later, so i reckon that was the straw that broke the camels back. It’s been a pressure cooker of a month!

Enough of all that though, it’s not fun reading now is it, my grievances with life and the universe! Besides these odd bouts of anxiety and bad days, this first term of Uni is over in about 10 days, and it’s generally been a much more relaxed year than last. Not that i didn’t have fun last year, but being able to go HOME instead of a flat surrounded by 400 other people certainly takes the edge off those bad days.
Lets hope that everyone’s still as boss and fun by the end of the 3 years ahead of me, huh! So far so good.

I’ll be going round snapping everyone’s art space’s when they’re done working this week, and uploading them to the ol’ Flickr photostream if they so choose, so there’ll be a bunch of interesting stuff to look at this weekend with any luck. It’s so much fun getting to work around other people operating within a space that’s totally their own ‘zone’.

Anyway, this was mostly a ramble because i’d bailed home early and needed to kill some time between bits of Hollyoaks (comfort TV!) so i’ll end it here. Gonna start watching The Sopranos this week, in anticipation of the TV drought when Heroes/Betty/Smallville/Dexter etc. finish for the holidays. Also maybe i’ll re-watch LOST season 3/4 to build up ready for Season 5 in January. OH MY SMOKEMONSTER, i can hardly contain my excitement.

Namaste.

~ by AllOfUsAreLost on December 8, 2008.