Beginning of the End.
And so i’ve survived this far, my BA work is getting assessed/reviewed/marked/whoknowswhat on December 12th. Yet despite me looking around when i’m in the art spaces, and seeing that there’s maybe 20% of us all who have actually done any work, it’s our small percentage that are the only people to be concerned about the looming date.
In all reality, we could probably sit back now and just wait to hand in what we’ve already composed, along with our sketchbooks, or truthfully, scraps of note paper with ideas scrawled on. We could just leave it all in a big safe, and sit watching the others slothing around the place as if it’s no big deal. By the beard of Zeus, i despise those people.
Alas, i’m lucky enough to have my own space, away from those with any drive to do/be more. Sadly it’s in that space that i seem to start turning inward and pointing a whole bunch of over-thought at my fragile little brain. With only 2 weeks until this project is over, it couldn’t have come at a worse time, luckily i’ve planned an exact schedule so i didn’t flounder and make a mess, but it doesn’t stop me from grinding to an agonising halt as soon as i break away from my work.
This is long and boring, but i find that if i don’t vent somehow, all the time i have that’s meant to be ‘free time’ is just filled with despair and unenjoyable bouts of clouded thought. *SIGH*
If you couldn’t be bothered reading all that, that’s ok. I ramble these things so that i can spring clean my brain, and get to the fun stuff.
Started making more time for reading recently, it seems to keep me occupied both mentally and physically which is great, not to mention i buy enough bloody books that just sit on shelves!! My reading list is likely 10+ books, steadily growing from last summer. Go figure.
This week though, it’s WORLD WAR Z getting polished off if all goes to plan, and next week i’m gonna marathon THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS, then settle down to SLAUGHTERHOUSE 5. After that who knows, my Amazon wishlist is swelling with fresh words though.
Ramble over.
Go look at the FLICKR as always, also, go read about Time Travel / The 4th Dimension, because that’s what my next project is gonna be based on. Some sort of crazy, Sci-Fi like event in time and space.
*shrug*
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